Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do ..

You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

Selasa, 16 November 2010

what I'm feelling now

Maybe all this time I look okay in front of you. Seen smiling, laughing, looking like an ordinary me.

indeed, I hold the pain. pain that had kept me feel when he was near me. I want to not think about him. Really. But I can’t. For some reason.

I miss him. although I know, almost every day I met him. but, he's away. I was happy when he approached me, told me about something with shining eyes, laughing at something with me. I miss those moments. I am very happy to be at his side. listen to him jokingly
but now, it all ended. I do not know what made me and he was not as close as before. I really do not know. we seldom sat together and talked about what we want to.

it feels like I asked what made him change. or did he not change? maybe I think he changed but he was still he who first?
but honestly, he's a bit quiet now

for you,
although we are not as close as before, I'll still remember you. whatever happens. sorry if I have been wrong. if you need a friend to share, I'm always there beside you. sorry for everything.
I miss you. keep spirit when you passed the days. always try to smile when you passed many temptations..
Thanks for everything,

I love you

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