hei..

hei! this is my second day of national examination.. alhamdulillah, everything is o.k :) thx god! but tomorrow and the next day is.. jeng-jeng math, physic and bio! waha.. I must study hard! wish me luck :)
I want to share my photo's today






nb: he's birthday is..1 months again.. haha :D what should I give to him? -confused-

tomorrow

tommorow is my national examination ! bismillahirrohmanirrohim.. I hope everything is gonna be okay.. go fighting! we can past our examinatin guys! always prayer to our god :)
AMINN :)

can't I love you?

Even it is so painful, I can't feel it
Even I'm waiting for you and you wouldn't come
Even I think of you with shaking so badly, I can't feel it

Since the day I put your heart in my mind
I can't put my heart else where
Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart, I won't close my heart

I am who was living in a lonely world
You're the only one who can make me smile

Can't I love you? Can you come to me?
Just for once, can you hug me in you arms?
You're the only one I love
Can't you accept my heart?

The reason why I'm still breathing in this terrible loneliness
It's all because of you

Can't I love you? Can you come to me?
Once again, can you hug me in your arms?
You're the only one I love
For the first time and last time

Even you're alive, you can't be held in my arms
Even you throw my heart away from your mind

Can't I love you? Even if I'm just behind your back
Distantly, I just can look at you from afar
Even if I just can protect your shadow
Even like this, it's alright.. even only I love you, it's okay...

-kim nam gil-

for you, someone I need, I love and I miss.
please come back :(
I really miss you.

course exam & last t.o 'math' in school

this day is my course exam. but i really indolent to go.. especially, i didn't prepare anything! waha! i'm sorry sir i didn't come! i want but i can't. the preparation of my national exam is not finish. i'm sorry :) o ya, i've been finish my last try out, math. from 40 questions, just right 31. huh :( but it's okay! 31 x 2,5 = 77,5! enaugh! thanks, altough still cheating. huh! i hope i can answer my questions by self. ow ya for nuran, great! bravo.. you just wrong 1! aha congrat sist, you can get the best of widia n rozi. congrat! i hope i can have brains like you! smile please :)

upin n ipin (disney channel)

hey ya! i just watching upin n ipin in Disney channel. as we know, upin ipin is a malaysian cartoon, but in disney channel the language is change. become english. just funny to hear the dubbing! like kampong durian runtuh become -> kampong durrean rountuh, then tuyul become-> toyol!
haha :) but i still like it! I really like watch everything in disney channel. like phineas n ferb, pucca, jonas brother, sweet life(live) on deck, hannah montana,totally spies, and many others! altough i dunno the language! but it can increase my ability :)
thankyou disney!

photo this day (24th march 2010)

i find lyrics mariah carey ft. jay z 'bye bye' great song!

kim nam gil, i love him so much :*
i love his style, his smile ! o-m-g i love anything about him :)!
i hope i can watch the new drama of him!
oppa nam gil! mmuachh

this is my prayer & hope.. :)

my lovely blog! g-r-e-e-n-i-e

worried

worried
worried

huh :(

morning

hey all! morning.. this is wednesday. right? wahaa.. I really 'indolent' to wake up. my national examinatian closer! oh god, please give me easines.. I really worried 'bout that. my score in TO is mediocore(altough pass). I hope my score good. I want my parents proud :( please god..

PS : I hope my brother completed quickly his thesis! for putri happy bday honey, wish u all de best. be patient, clever, smart, and good girl. love you :*

photo this day (23rd march 2010)

wanna share you about ma photos today. like it. enjoy it!

ma new watch!

ow ya this is ma new shoe. i got it from my muummy! thanks mom

lovely doll. eeyore! i lost the 'e'

for someone, I LOVE YOU :)

orange.

I just wanna tell you if I really like orange(fruit) I hope I can eat it everythime, everywhere.. and I hope ma prince will send a lot of orange to ma house :)
I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.

libur

yep. hari ini libur, sm sekali ga ada kesibukan.. tapi senin mendatang, UN buat SMP!!! siap ga siaplah.. I hope I luckyly..
I think about him again! again and again! arggh.. shit
last conversation with him:
I post in My fb "I love you bi ...(LOL)"
him : who's bi?
me : Bi dam in The great queen seondeok. You know?
....
he's changed.. he's look likes somone who's so jerk! wahaa.. I wanna cry at those moments!!!

for you. someone

I miss you. I wanna share anything with you..

pengen kurus :(

kalian tau? beratku 51 kg!! sedangkan tinggiku cuma 157-an..
keliatan gendut kan? sering banget di ejek sm temen2..
tp gppalah! toh itu artinya mereka perhatian kan sama aku? haha..
pengen bgt rasany nurunin berat bdan.. jadi 45kg ato 43kg lah..
biar ideal gitu! hehe, eh kan SMA ku nanti asrama tu, moga2 bisa nurunin berat badan! moga-moga aja lah! AMIN

eh ya, wish me luck ya in my national examinatian with good score!

UN

yap! seminggu lagi dah UN buat SMP. Ya Allah, kok aku gugup ya? kyknya persiapan blum mateng.. Sekrg harus memperbanyak ibadah, sholat, sm belajar..
Kasih kemudahan ya Allah!
Semoga seluruh angkatan ku lulus dg nilai yg memuaskan!
we can!

aku mencintainya..

Rasa sakit di dadaku kian menusuk. Nyaris tak tertahankan. Aku tak sanggup menanggungnya lagi. Tuhan, tolonglah aku... Ambillah rasa sakit ini dariku.... Hidup ini sungguh aneh, juga tidak adil. Suatu kali hidup melambungkanmu setinggi langit, kali lainnya hidup mengempaskanmu begitu keras ke bumi. Ketika aku menyadari dialah satu-satunya yg paling kubutuhkan dlm hidup ini, kenyataan beteriak ditelingaku dia juga satu-satunya org yg tidak boleh kudapatkan. Kata-kataku mungkin terdengar tidak masuk akal, tetapi percayalah, aku rela melepaskan apa saja, melakukan apa saja, asal bisa bersamanya. Tetapi apakah manusia bisa mengubah kenyataannya? Satu-satuny yg bisa kulakukan sekrg adlh keluar dari hidupnya. Aku tidak akan melupakan dirinya, ttpi aku hrs melupakan perasaanku pdanya wlaupun itu berrti aku harus menghabiskan sisa hidupku mencoba melakukannya. Pasti butuh waktu lama sebelm aku bisa menatapnya tnpa merasakan apa yg kurasakan stiap kali aku melihatnya. Mungkin suatu hari nanti, aku tidak tahu kapan, rasa skt ini akan hilang dan saat itu kami baru akan bertemu kembali. Sekarang.. Saat ini saja.. Untuk beberapa detik saja.. Aku ingin bersikap egois. Aku ingin melupakan semua orang, mengabaikan dunia. Tanpa beban, tuntutan ataupun harapan. aku ingin mengaku. Aku mencintainya..

me.

Hello, this is my old blog, but you see.. I never write again ! haha :D I'm sorry to my followers XP
First, I wanna Introduce my self..

My Name is Ayu Dzuryatin Nissa
You can call me Nissa, Icha, WHATEVER
I life in Pagaralam, South Sumatera
I like to sing, reading(anything), swimming, and Others
I love my Parents
Brothers (I miss you :*)
Sisters (I hope we can play togetha againn :p)
My luvly friends
Nyimas Meka Lisda Nelloy Egi
Ditha, Nia, Mesayu, Rani, Nuran, Putri, Widia, Windi, the boy :P
( I hope we can meet again hunny :* I'll miss you so much!)


Thankyou voo everyone who colouring my Life
Thanks to your BIG LOVE
I'm sorry if I ever (always) make you angry
I'm sorry

THANKS EVERYONE :)