huaa

buat apa aku mikirin kamu kalo kamu gak mikirin aku? kamu tu mudah banget y ngelupain semua ini, inget gak kamu dulu gimana ke aku! sekarang apa? dasar ya, baj**gan kamu tuh, tau nggak?! jangan pernah kembali ke hidupku, emang kurang ajar kamu tu!!! arghh,

perpisahan (26-04-10)

ya, hari ini pelepasan atau purnawisuda buat angkatan ke-53 SMP Negeri 01 Pagaralam.. yang aku rasain tadi, bener-bener gugup! tp setelah acara dimulai, semuanya bener2 asik! have fun bareng mereka, duet sm Ibu Ema, foto2, seneng lah pokoknya! banyak kejadian yg nyenengin lah, sampe2 speechless! ga tau mesti nulis apa.. ga nyangka perpisahan ini dah berakhir, dan seiring berjalannya waktu, kita pun mesti pisah! pisah satu sama lain.. Bener2 sedih, pengen nangis tp ga bisa, mereka selalu ngebuat aku senyum, makasih y temen2, love you :*
pasi bakalan sedih pas pisah sm kalian, apalagi sm anak2 IX SBI!
makasih buat semua cintanya guys, tawanya!
tapi aku juga mohon maaf atas semua kesalahan ku yg disengaja ataupun enggak, maaf ya buat air matanya, aku yakin kalian bener2 temen yang baik!

BESOK!

gak nyangka.. besok dah mau perpisahan smp! ga kerasa, dan rasanya gak sabar, gak sabar pengen ngeliat penampilan temen2 diskolah besok, ga sabar buat tampil, ga sabar buat duet bareng Bu Ema, ga sabar pengen foto-foto sm temen, ahh pokoknya gak sabar lah!! wait for me ya teman2 :)) berharap besok berjalan lancar, have fun, sukses, dan tanpa sindiran!

elf !

makasih buat nelly, dita, sm mia yg sesama elf (ever lasting friend) udah mempublikasikan foto-foto suju yg sumpah, LUCU SEKALEE :D hahahaha siapa juga yang kurang kerjaan ngedit foto mereka jd kayak gitu? bikin sakit perut.. haha, ada yg ngedit jadi sailor moon lah, harry potter lah, jadi segorombalan wanita yang cantik bin aneh, atau apalah!! tapi sumpah cantik2 mereka tu *walau ada yg kayak tante-tante girang, haha peace :p yg bikin aku ngakak gak karuan, pas foto mereka diedit jadi segerombolan anak TK! bayangin oi TeKa!! haha, bayangin muka mereka yg udah tua *ga tua-tua banget sih, anehlah pokoknya, hihi tapi makasih ya sayang2ku atas fotonya, mmuach :*

NB : Egi jadilah cowok yang normal, jangan sampe suka sama si heechul! dia tu LAKI gi LAKI!! jangan terpengaruh sama fotonya yg kayak cwek, haha :D eh aku suka sama yesung, hankyung, sm hangeng ahhh haha

lelah

aku lelah.. lelah buat nahan semua ini! kapan sih berakhir? apa aku harus sebegitu menyedihkan? apa aku salah? apa seseorang salah kalo dia mencinta? salahkah? lalu aku harus gimana? mendem semuanya? aku ga tahan.. ini melelahkan! aku gak punya tempat bersandar, hanya dengan blog inilah aku bisa mencurahkan semua! entah kenapa, aku belum belum bisa (atau belum berani) menceritakan semua yg aku rasain sekarang.. aku dah berusaha bilang ke diri sendiri kalo aku gak bakal mati tanpa dia! tp tetep ga bisa! kenapa ya? apa dia sebegitu hebatnya? aku cinta dia.. dan baru kali ini aku ngerasa kalo dia emang yg tepat buat aku.. tp rasanya terlalu nyakitin buat kamu, karna selama ini aku dah nyakitin kamu.. aku ga sadar kalo kamu itu sempurna! dan didalam hidupku, aku hanya yakin kl kamu lah yg pas buat aku, tapi itu semua gak mungkin lagi.. maaf ya, aku cinta sama kamu lagi, dan aku harap kamu tau kalo aku kangen banget sm kamu..

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I love him again and again! help me god :( I can't to lve him... I miss him!

am I fall in love with you? oh gosh!! I can't love yooou

air mata [a song for you]

Dygta – Air Mata

saat ku tutup mataku

hanya kau yg ku pikirkan

ku coba …

namun kau tetap di hati

aku merindukanmu

Tuhan tolonglah

ku tak sanggup mengakhiri cintaku

reff:

katakan padaku

bagaimana ku melupakanmu

terluka tanpa cintamu

dan ku tak sanggup menghapus air mata

semua yg ku lakukan

selalu mengingatimu

karna satu yg tersisa

tak bisa berpaling darimu

merindukanmu

Tuhan tolonglah

aku tak sanggup mengakhiri cintaku

repeat reff

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cuek?

banyak orang bilang aku cuek plus jutek! emang iya? jgn ngomg dr blakang dong, ngomg lgs sm aku! lgian aku mesti seagresif apa sm kalian? kok aku yg dibilang cuek? huh whateverlah, it's me if you love me, please accept me as I am, thank you!

super junior

hari ini kerumah meka, trus si nelloy bwa laptop sm kaset full houseny suju, nnton deh breng mia sm nelloy! pertama sih biasa aja, tp kok pda ngegemesin ya personil suju? nama2ny lucu, suaranya unik, mukanya juga imut2 haha :D aku suka sm hangeng! lucu dah mukanya.. videoclipny juga keren euy, gerakannnya.. wuisz pada kompak! salut deh buat suju, aku mulai suka sm kalian.. :D

Kim Nam Gil

first I saw him in Korean Drama's "The Great Queen Seondeok" I really fall in love with this drama! so cool.. Nam Gil act as Bi dam, he's so fuuny man.. haha, I love his smile, so naturally! his teeth too, so white and orderly! I love everything about him :* not only that, I also love his voice, it's make me melting! mmuachh for oppa nam gil, I hope you'll be the next actor in korea and more succesful! Love ya :D

fun :)

I was really fun! having fun with mia lisda egi and ahmad.. we laugh together, watching on TV! o-m-g I'll miss those moments.. thanks god, give me some peoples that love me! I love them too :* I think I'll be sad when I must left them.. so far from my lovely parents, my lovely friends..

nb : listen miley cyrus party in the USA is great! adorable.. cool, it's can make me laugh and a little dance haha :D

ow ya I wanna share photos 'bout Kim Nam Gil, Nicholas Jonas, and Justin Beiber

LOVE THEM :*

personal taste

nnton personal taste bisa ngurangin kerinduan sm opa min ho, you know why? karena opa minho t pemeran utama! wuisz tetep keren dah, bwaannya ttep jadi gu jun pyo tpi lebih sederhana! suara ga nahan euy! cayyo buat opa minho, semoga karirnya tetep sukses! oh ya aku juga kangen sm opa nam gil !

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Is there quiet quiet
And quiet is quiet
When passion shackled by a heart of unbelief
When the liver can no longer whisper into the conscience

God. . .
I was freed in a natural
Places where there is wind blowing the leaves caress
The place where stars adorn the night scattered

God is whispering to me
About the fairy-tale happiness unwritten right
About the beautiful dreams and hopes

Until no longer shackles that imprison the hearts
Until no more pain and grief that always tormented

Walk ....
In welling sigh
Crawling on the edge of the wall that dominated the lonely hearts
Walk ....
By the time piece
And a second story
Ter cast a beating in the clink
And groaning that was carved
within seconds of waiting
I passed a quiet aside
At the edge of rawhide wrapping my love story

I've never alienated his
Despite my alienation has alienated
I've never beaten
I'm just looking
Without the desire to see
Empty indeed ....
But I've found my thing
Small indeed ....
But he who took me to find beauty

I do not care
If no one understood where
Let me die by slow
Themselves enjoy the beautiful dream
Himself felt heartache
Remembering the love that has gone

My chosen man
Never at home in my heart Why ...?
Maybe ....
Too much choice
Or maybe ...
I'm not allowed to vote
So I'd get a woman elected ...

Is forever I'll never be able write the word happy
Because happiness is always away
Must every word that slipped is pain
Should any word is the dried tears
Or together broke into a sweat that kept dark and quiet
Is forever I will not be able to pronounce the word happy
Whether it is ...?

what I've been looking for [true love]

true love

True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally,
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny.
True love speaks in tender tones
And hears with gentle ear,
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear.
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds,
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines.

this night

I don't know what should I write? but tonight, I feel something happen, something different.. bu I don't know!

aneh

aku gak pernah ngerti sm perasaanku ini, terkadang aku kangen tp terkadang juga aku gak mau ngeliat dia.. aneh memang! tapi aku pun ga ngerti kenapa.. aneh gak sih? huh terserahlah.. aku cuma pengen seseorang yg bisa ngertiin aku, syang sm aku, nerima aku apa adanya dengan segala kekurangan yg aku milikin.. tp kok kyakny ga ada? ya Allah, kpan sih? kpan aku mesti nunggu? oiya, kyakny bukan aku sendiri deh yg aneh, dia juga, kdang dia moodnya baik kdang buruk kdang mukanya asem gimana gitu, kadang senyum2 ga jelas! aneh kan? haha dibawa enjoy ajalah :D oya my school exams is over! over! hahahaha just 2 exams more, practical exams and rsbi, yayayayay! tommorow is holidayyyyyy thanks god, thanks for all :) oya, today me, mia, lisda, nelloy and egy having fun togethaa :D this day is so cool, we watch suju mini's drama in youtube, watching superhero film, cadet kelly! so fun.. I love this day, I'll be miss you guys..

nb: for me2s, happy bday [5 april] ! I hope everything that you want is happen..

newww

aku lg suka banget sm Jonas Brothers, selena gomez, sm demi lovato! wahhh baru nyadar kl mereka t keren2 :p wadooh tergila2 nih, sampe2 liat video mereka sambil teriak histeris!!! kyak mau pingsann, Justin Beiber juga aduhh ! gra2 adek kelas nih, si shabrina buat stts ttg JB gitu ywdah aku kan penasaran trus liat diyoutube! kerennnn bgdtsssssssss, aduh bwd Suite Live On deck nya Disney Channel, top markotop dahh! Zack sm Cody kykny gantengan Zack deh walopun agak slengekan, bwd London loh kok bego bgd sih di tuh filmm? Wahaa watch, watch, watch! Love Disney Channel :D IT'S A LAUGH PRODUCTION

Tadi juga nnton enchanted buat yg kdua kalinya di disney channel moviee! 'happily ever after :D'

sunday

listening to selena gomez 'naturally' love this song !

hmm, yesterday I made one of my lovely person in this worl cried!! I'm sorry, I never want to do that :( I'm sorry !!

aprill

heyo! this is aprillmoobbb ;p I try to through April with a smile, without the slightest despite cries altough there are something that can makes me sad, I must always smile! yesterday I have school exams , it's so bored :( after that rsbi exams, practice exams.. ow god !! give me strongnestttttttt

sad :(

oh God, I feel so sad now! Please give me happines.. I need it now :((