Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do ..

You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

Minggu, 06 Juni 2010

Hangeng!

Akhir-akhir gue sering banget mikirin Hangeng, ga tau kenapa.. Pertama kali gue jadi ELF, gue emang suka sama Hangeng. Gosip yang beredar di twitter, Kyuhyun bakalan ngegantiin Hangeng sebagai lead dancer. Tiba-tiba hati gue nggak terima. Entah kenapa, gue lebih terima kalo posisi Hangeng kosong buat selama-lamanya (sampe Hangeng balik lagi)Buat gue, Hangeng ga pernah bisa kegantiin di hati gue. Gue suka sama Kyuhyun, malahan suka banget, tapi tetep gue nggak terima. Kyuhyun udah jadi Lead Vocal. Kyuhyun kalo ngedance juga jago. Apalagi, katanya Siwon bakal ngegantiin Hangeng sebagai Leader SuJu M. Gue juga nggak terima. Gue suka juga sama Siwon, tapi rasanya ga klop kalo Siwon yang jadi Leader. Gue tau, mungkin Hangeng gak bakal balik lagi, tapi gue berharap. Jadi gue mohon sama SMent, jangan pernah isi posisi Hangeng dengan siapapun. Terserah gue bakal didenger atau nggak. Tapi gue nggak rela *nangis darah sambil guling2, apaan coba?!*
So, buat my Lovely Hangeng, My Fried Rice Beijing, I miss you so^^ I think, many ELFs that miss you too.. I always cry when I hear your voice, always! HWAITING!!

Super Junior - Coagulation

Hey guys, maaf ya baru muncul sekarang.. Hehe, lagi sibuk akhir2 ini, nyiapin buat latdis SMA, sibuk nonton DVD yang ga selesei2, sibuk twitteran *loh? Okay, akhir2 ini gue lagi seneng banget dengerin lagu2 di album 4jib. Nah salah satunya, COAGULATION! Lagunya keren, cukup sering ngabuat gue nangis gajelas. Gue bagi lyric nya aja ya. MV nya udah ada di youtube. Tapi gue lupa link nya. Haha :D Check aja ya! I Love Super Junior ^^ HWAITING!

Super Junior - Coagulation (Romanization)
Chagaun neoe geu han madiga nae maeume dake dwaesseul ddae
Nae nundongjaen nado moreuneun chokchokan iseul bangul

Eodiseo eoddeoke jagguman maetineunji nado moreujyo
Geunyang naega mani apeun geotman arayo
Ddeugeowotddeon gaseumi jeomjeom ssaneulhajyo
Mworago malhalji, eoddeoke butjapeulji nado moreugetjjana
Eoddeoke nan eoddeoke hajyo

Nanananana nanananana yurichangedo nae nun wiedo
Iseul maetchyeone nunmul maetchyeone jageun naetmuleul mandeune

Eodiseo eoddeoke jagguman maetineunji nado moreujyo
Geunyang naega mani apeun geotman arayo
Ddeugeowotddeon gaseumi jeomjeom ssaneulhajyo
Mworago malhalji, eoddeoke butjapeulji nado moreugetjana
Eoddeoke nan eoddeoke hajyo

Nun gameumyeon heulleo naerilggabwa haneureul ollyeobwado
Gyeolgugen mugeowojin nunmul han bangureul deulkyeobeorigo maratji

Eoddeoke dasin neol bol su eopseumyeon nan eoddeoke
Naeil achim nado moreuge jeonhwagie soni daheumyeon geureomyeon naneun eoddeoke
Useumyeo neoege joeun moseup namgigo sipeo neoreul bwatjiman
Gyeolgugen heulleo naeryeotji


English Translation
When your cold words reach my heart
In my eyes, without me knowing, wet dewdrops

Where they’re from and how they form over and over even I don’t know
The only thing I know is that I just really hurt
My formerly burning heart is slowly becoming cold
I don’t know what to say, or how to hold on to you
How can I, How can I do it

Nanananana nanananana on the window and on my eyes
dew forms, tears form, a small stream is made

Where they’re from and how they form over and over even I don’t know
The only thing I know is that I just really hurt
My formerly burning heart is slowly becoming cold
It seems even I don’t know what to say, or how to hold on to you
How can I, How can I do it

I’m afraid that if I close my eyes they will flow even as I look up to the sky
Of the tears that have ultimately become worse, one drop was finally discovered

How if I can’t see you again then how can I
Tomorrow morning when I unknowingly reach for the telephone
What will I do then
I want to smile and leave you with a good image but when I look at you
The tears ultimately fall down


Yap, that's the lyrics. When I heard the song, I felt sometin that can make me cry overnight! I miss Hangeng :((